I really can’t picture anyone having a crush on me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking. I mean like; why would they even do that? I’m just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special.
it’s kind of sad when you’re just so lonely, laying in bed, just thinking and stuff and you just like need someone like really bad because its so dark and there’s too much space around you and too many thoughts that need to be shared